5/1 First day without paxil. 6/6 (first one ever, the monday moving back, called coach and denise, ZZ). Low level panic attack on the morning or woke up by one for 4 weeks except in SoCal 6/8 (second one) 6-9-13 off to LA. mood great. no attack! 6/24 Friday, first one in slrr, left range (ZZ home). 6/28 fibro starts 6/29 first minor attack from fibro; constant minor, until end of fibro 7/13? 7/1 (significanr major, ZZ) 7/4 (significant major, out with katy, tamescal lake, no meds), 7/5 (door repair, major, ZZ), then "11 day break with no majo r". 7/16 (major, ZZ) 7/21 (medium diazepam), back to 2.5mg 7/22 (medium-major, leave richmond early for k31 diazepam) 7/26 (minnor, at home only, diazepam) 7/28 (super minor, after talking to new ex, triggered). 7/30 2.5mg 7/31 2.5mg 8/1 (moderate, woken up by panic--slight tint of depreession) - complete disaster - saulson creek 8/6 2.5mg+5mngSevere depression, Suicidal, Headache, Panic attack. ZZ. woudl have killed myself. passed out around 3pm. 8/7 woke up 5mg only. brain zaps. 8/8 5am Super panic attack, chills, heart rate increase, dry heave, depression, short breathing, diazepamn, lasts for more than an hour.