You didn't go to my Web site to alert me that you'd sent me e-mail,
so I didn't discover your e-mail until I checked it and searched for
"CUTEJUD" just before bedtime (actually a half hour after I
originally planned to go to bed). Thanks for e-mail. I need to go
to bed now to get up at 5 AM to leave for bus just after 7 AM to catch
bus at 7:18 to get to courthouse (on Terraine just south of Julian) at 8:30.

During this whole affair from when my wife first started abusing Zachary
when he was 1-2 months old, through her beating me up, through the
court taking away my children, not once did anyone in this local
area appreciate me enough to go to the courthouse to tell the court
that I deserve to keep my kids. This coming morning will be no different.
Not one person to show up on my behalf. Not one person really likes me.
I should commit suicide already.