Nice things Annie posted about me or in defense of me 8/21/00 10:37 pm clubs/suicideandselfmutilation mid=684 Robert, he's OK ... don't be so hard on Robert, he's just trying to help you out and get to know you, OK he doesn't have many friends and he's a GOOD guy, he's very lonely and just wants to be your friend, he's OK, 8/23/00 5:07 am clubs/suicideandselfmutilation mid=693 My relationship with Robert is cool & everything, but we are finally getting to know one another and everything, ... 9/3/00 5:38 am clubs/thevoicesofsuicide mid=503 he's very lonely and he's been through a lot, ... I've met him, he's not crazy or gross, he's very supportive and will listen to your problems, ... 10/12/00 7:37 am clubs/suicideanddepression mid=128 I don't feel uncomfortable around Robert, not at all, ... I never said Robert was a hunk either, he's just veery, very affectionate and I have never met anyone like him before so I guess he's hard to resist ? ... he hasn't hurt me nothing bad has happened between him and I ... 10/14/00 11:27 am clubs/suicideanddepression mid=147 I want and desire a guy or anyone who's respectful of me, how I am with my feelings, choices, etc., kind, loyal, outgoing, gentle, open, trustworthy, and supports me in anyway, also someone who sticks by either way. Those are some of the things I want from a man and maybe a woman. Maas is kinda like that ... 10/24/00 11:00 pm clubs/socialdeprivationndepression mid=194 he & I agreed that he will also be friends ... me & Robert are friends-plus-plus, I do care about him and I think he feels the same ... 10/27/00 3:57 am clubs/socialdeprivationndepression mid=199 ... I am really Sorry what happened between me and Robert, I said some pretty awful things to him and I take all that back ok, 10/29/00 5:31 am clubs/socialdeprivationndepression mid=201 Robert wherever you are and whatever you are feeling.......I AM SORRY FOR SAYING THOSE BAD THINGS ABOUT YOU AND TELLING YOU YOUR WORTHLESS AND TO GO DIE, ... WILL YOU EVER FORGIVE ME FOR SAYING THOSE THINGS.....? I HOPE SO, I REALLY DO:o) you are the first real person who understands me and listens to me, I thank-you for that :O) I hope you come around and give me a second chance at being your friend and maybe more possibly ? ... give me that second chance if you want too, 11/4/00 10:14 pm clubs/socialdeprivationndepression mid=219 When I was at Robert's house on Tuesday night of last week, we were fooling around, like we normally do and he noticed and I felt it this kind of glow on my face and in my spirit that I once again realized that I was able to allow someone to love me and me to love someone love me again after a nine year relationship that went sour on me, but he made it and I allowed to be and feel love once again, it took a fight to finally prove that I was feeling happy, happier than before and able to admit it, so I'm Sorry Robert for doubting you and all the things I said that I didn't mean ok, ... As of now 7:11 pm and November 4, 2000 Robert and I are afficially together ... we are together, this feels so weird because I never thought I'd be in a relationship again or be in love with another person again too, I do crave to be with him, I don't want makes me feel that way, the whole time I was with that guy Mike, I wanted him to be more like Robert and keep me going sexually the way he is and his touch, his constant talking on and on, that guy wasn't Robert and I felt uncomfortable with him and left, I wanted to be with Robert, I knew at that point that Robert was the one, I have grown on him, affectionately and attractively I have become attracted to him, everytime I hear his voice, how he talks to me with his phrases or words how they sound, I am attracted to him, ... I am finally realizing it that this true between him and I 11/6/00 5:18 am clubs/socialdeprivationndepression mid=224 MAAS DOESN'T STALK MY FRIEKING HOUSE, ... 11/7/00 4:30 am clubs/obsessivelove mid=1449 she frieking called my parents, making lies up about Robert which isn't true, Roert has never stalked me nor my house, I'm the one who went to his house and hung out with him, ... maybe she just jealous that Robert likes me ... 11/7/00 5:36 am clubs/suicideisnottheanswer mid=69 Robert ... I have feelings for you, ok just believe in me, ... I'm still that person who am like what you remember me by, I still am that cool and romantic person, ... 11/7/00 5:54 am clubs/suicidesupport mid=25 (to bobstary) How is Robert a fag, when I sucked on his balls, had sex, had him and I both fondle each other, how is he a fag ? a fag is a guy wanting another guy want that, desire that, crave another guy to do that, Robert and I have fooled around sexually, him sucking on my breasts,fingering my vagina,, does that sound like faggish shitt to you ? duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh nooooooooooooo, ... leave Robert alone, asshole !! Robert is not a fag, I've sucked on his balls and stroked his penis and sucked on his nutts, I think he's very much straight to me, ... I am so fucking tired of everyone bashing him and I and whatever we do, ... leave us both alone!!!!!!! ... 11/7/00 6:13 am clubs/suicidespot2 mid=58 (to i_have_nobody) IT'S ALL YOU ASSHOLES, WHO ARE HARRASSING ME, NOT MY BOYFRIEND, HE'S ABOUT THE ONLY ONE SUPPORTING ME THROUGH THIS BULLSHIT FIBROMITE AND YOU GUYS ARE STIRRING UP, ... 11/7/00 6:24 am clubs/suicidespot2 mid=59 (to fibromite000) ... I DON'T APPRECIATE YOU CALLING MY MOM AND TALKING TO HER AND MAKING ALL THESE LIES ABOUT ROBERT SMASHING HIS CAR IN MY HOUSE AND KILLING MY FAMILY AND MYSELF JUST BECAUSE I WON'T HAVE SEX WITH HIM ? ... I WAS NEVER IN A CHAT ROOM WITH HIM AND HE HAS NEVER SAID THAT TO ME, SO WHY WOULD YOU MAKE SOMETHING UP ABOUT HIM ... OBVIOUSLLY YOU DON'T KNOW ROBERT THE WAY I DO, ROBERT HAS BEEN MORE THAN NICE TO ME THAN MY EX, OK AND SEX WITH HIM HAS BEEN THE GREATEST, HE HAS SATISFIED ME SEXUALLY AND MENTALLY, HE HAS NEVER, EVER HURT ME AT ALL, OK....SO YOU CAN TELL ME ALL THESE LIES AND TRUTHS ABOUT HIM ALL YOU WANT BUT IT'S NOT GONNA MAKE A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ROBERT AND OUR FRIENDSHIP, SO YOUR WASTING YOUR TIME AND YOUR ENERGY OVER HIM AND I, I HAVE BEEN DRIVING OVER TO HIS APARTMENT IN MOUNTAIN VIEW, HE HAS ONLY COME HERE LIKE 1 OR 2 TIMES, HE HAS NEVER-EVER STALKED ME, HE HAS NEVER DONE THAT, ... LEAVE HIM AND I ALONE, ... 11/7/00 6:36 am clubs/suicidespot2 mid=61 (to fibromite000) ... I SHOULD JUST UNJOIN THIS CLUB AND GO ON WITH MY LIFE, BUT NOW THAT YOU'VE DESTROYED THAT ... I'VE GOT NOTHING TO LOOSE RIGHT NOW, ... THAT WAS NOT, NOT, NOT, NOT COOL WHAT YOU DID ABOUT CALLING MY FAMILY UP AND MAKING ALL THOSE LIES ABOUT ROBERT, NOT COOL, NOT AT ALL, ... 11/7/00 7:01 am clubs/suicidespot2 mid=62 ... I FINALLY POSTED IT, IT WAS ABOUT LAST TUESDAY NIGHT WHERE WE WERE FOOLING AROUND AND AFTERWARDS HE NOTICED THIS GLOW IN MY FACE AND I DIDN'T REALLY NOTICE IT BUT I WAS FEELING IT, IT WAS OVER THE ORGASMS HE GAVE ME, HE CAN REALLY TURN A WOMAN ON, I TELL YOU, ... HE JUST KNOWS HOW TO TOUCH A WOMAN IN ALL THE RIGHT PLACES,I HAVE TO ADMIT, IT WASN'T HIS LOOKS THAT ATTRACTED ME TO HIM, IT WAS JUST HIS TOUCH, HIS CARESS, HIM JUST TALKING ABOUT ANYTHING, HE'LL JUST GO ON, ON, ON, ON AND HIM TALKING AND TOUCHING ME WHERE I DESIRE A TOUCH, HE BLOWS ME AWAY, HE HAS SO MUCH INFORMATION AND EXPERIENCES LOGGED UP IN THAT BRAIN OF HIS, I JUST WANT TO SWIM THROUGH IT AND GO WHERE HE HAS BEEN, ROBERT IS KEEPING ME FROM KILLING MYSELF, HE REALLY IS, BUT I KNOW HE DOES CARE ABOUT ME, HE CARES FOR ANYONE IN PAIN, HE EVEN CARES FOR BLAIR WITCH BECAUSE OF HER BOYFRIEND CHEATING ON HER, ... HE'S SO MUCH MORE AFFECTIONATE TO ME THAN ANY GUY I HAVE EVER BEEN WITH, HE'S VERY GENTLE AND HE TURNS ME ON, ... OFFICIALLY SAY THAT HE AND I ARE TOGETHER, WHICH WE ARE, AND THE LAST PART OF IT WAS THE GLOW WHICH I'M STUBBORNLLY ADMITTING I SAW IT AND FELT IT, THAT YES, YES ROBERT DID PLEASE ME AND HE HE'S SAVING ME FROM KILLING MYSELF, ... HE'S A GOT MORE OF A HEART THAN ANYONE I KNOW OF AND I SEE IT THROUGH HIS EYES,HE HASN'T DONE ANYTHING WRONG, HE'S VERY GENTLE, ... HE IS A VERY COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING PERSON, HE WOULD NEVER HURT ME NOR MY FAMILY, MY FAMILY JUST DOESN'T LIKE HIM CAUSE HE'S OLDER THAN ME, BUT I HAVE MY OWN LIFE AND THEY HAVE NEVER LIKED ANY OF THE GUYS I WENT OUT WITH BUT THEY NEVER LIKED OR APPROVED ANYTHING OF ME OR WHAT I DO, ... ROBERT IS HARMLESS. 11/7/00 7:09 am clubs/teardropsneedloveto mid=24 (to spy366) I CARE ABOUT HIM, ... I CARE ABOUT HIM, SO LEAVE HIM ALONE SPYEEEEEEEEEEEE66666666666666666 AND EVERYBODY ELSE 11/7/00 7:12 am clubs/teardropsneedloveto mid=25 YOU MEAN MY CUM COVERED ROCK OF MY BUSH AND ERECT NIPPLES, ... HE WILL, WON'T YOU ROBERT ? ... 11/7/00 7:34 am clubs/exhaustionofthemind mid=6 I'M SORRY ROBERT, NOW FIBROMITE AND EVERYONE ELSE ARE HARRASSING ME AND MAKING UP LIES ABOUT YOU AND I WHICH IS BULLSHITT, BUT WHAT DO THEY KNOW, HUH ? ... PLEASE, I CARE ABOUT YOU ... HANG IN THERE, ... XOXOXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX++++ 11/7/00 7:37 am clubs/exhaustionofthemind mid=7 (to wasilla_m) ... LEAVE HIM THE FUCK ALONE OK, LEAVE HIM ALONE, YOU'LL HAVE TO GO THROUGH ME AND MY HEART TO HURT HIM, I MEAN THAT, ... 11/8/00 3:23 am clubs/obsessivelove mid=1452 the skanky bitch ... is harrassing me and my family and is making up frieking lies about Robert which isn't true ... 11/9/00 7:42 am clubs/obsessivelove mid=1459 Fiberbitch has been harassing me and him ... I thought she would just be decent enough not to do what she did which was calling up my mom and making up stupid lies about Robert that weren't even true ... 11/9/00 7:58 am clubs/mklsupportersandothersnneed mid=6 ... I didn'tmean to dump you ok, ... <3xxxxxxxoxoxoooooooxxxxxx 11/9/00 8:50 am clubs/exhaustionofthemind mid=11 ... I am still here and YES, my feelings are the same for you, ... 11/9/00 8:57 am clubs/suicidesupport mid=27 Robert, ... I haven't dumped you,ok :) <3xxxxxxxxxxoxoxoxooooooxx,YES, I did all of that too you, ... 11/10/00 6:46 am clubs/obsessivelove mid=1532 ... he has never layed a hand on me ... 11/10/00 6:51 am clubs/socialdeprivationndepression mid=229 ... you don't, DON'T need to end your life, ... 11/11/00 1:25 am clubs/themasksofbipolardepression mid=39 ... he's just very affectionate and friendly like that and also as a friend when your day is going bad and you NEED someone to talk to, he's your man, you know,he's the reason why I haven't killed myself yet ... I have been with him at his apartment, watched videos, fiddled on his computer, and just talked about life and he helps me out and I do the same back,he's NOT a bad guy, ... 11/11/00 8:21 am clubs/dianefellenz mid=3 ok Robert, that's cool :)xx 1 Dorkus N the USA lovelypoodles34 11/11/00 9:16 am This a club for a very special person and ... I care and have very strong feelings for him. Date: Wed May 29, 2002 1:02 am well, i can't ever say nor try and deny that this never ever happened with me in his apartment when we were 2gether, when things were ok, i so how miss those times that i could drive over to see him, see how's he's holding up, talking about life, ... etc. & cuddle, ... robert ... i'm lonely, no human contact, etc., etc. but he did turn me on still does whenever i see him reach out to other chics and talks sexual things with himself or just sex, i don't want it was or is with him, he just made me feel comfortable and aroused, i know you guys here on this group don't wanna here this but maybe this heather girl really exists and is leaving a note on his windshield, who knows, who cares- right? well robert you and i have had our conflicts and differences, but you always made me horny other than any other guys ever did and treated me better too, i miss that, i haven't been with anybody since, but that's old news i guess, anyways, i still miss going over and being there with you, ... i miss his sexual voice and touch, just have to imagine i guess? no i haven't lost my mind saying this, it's the truth here, robert elton maas did arouse me while we were seeing each other, yes, i cheated on him, yes i did drugs, i screwed up, he's right, he was a witness, i'm sorry, but i'm clean now and single and missing robert's touch and contact, very, very lonely and deprived myself, actually my life is shitty, ... robert may not be the ken of all barbie dolls, but he sure knows how 2 give you great sexual pleasure :) thanks robert, those are the memories, good luck, i don't hate you, my words may sound like i do mean it, but i don't, it's because things didn't go my way or i'm just deppressed and lonely myself, annie ... me i like & love gentle love, but am missin it here though, but i just had to say this even though i shouldn't, but i owe this too him (Robert Elton Maas), ... i am very, very lonely right now & have noone 2 talk too, very unsexed & missing it very, very much :( just his touch & his soft voice, ... YES!! Annlee is alive, but not well, never-ever am. Date: Wed, 10 Jul 2002 06:04:55 -0000 i do love robert, always & forever, ... that's the truth!! i do miss him a lot, very lonely right now, ... i wish i didn't have to masturbate by myself, but i do, ... Date: Thu, 11 Jul 2002 01:01:49 -0000 (in response to somebody suggesting Annie go to Robert's apartment on hot days and get in his swimming pool with him and masturbate together:) i wish i could, i really, really wish i could do that